Thank you Tori, Your words mean a LOT to me. On this important day for you stood strong, very strong for yourself. On this random day for me, I hit a bump or two for no known reason. I was tearful before, during, and after my appointment. Before in part to my dad sharing sich with other family members. During because of the sich, and after because of your compliments in your last paragraph. Dose of reality even though I haven't been in a fantasy land past few days? If this is a part of cycling, its a pain in the *ss nd thensome.
To confound this unusual day even more (and it's still early), W called to see if I was going to be going out or not tonight. I say probably. She was asking to see how much pizza to buy? If I wanted to "partake" in wine with her tonight. Really? I'm so confused.... I at least know I'm going out some, simply because I need a few things (eg more mass gain stuff, and a bday present for my friends' D as I am taking the kids tomorrow am while W is at work)
Crystal ball anyone? Or then again, this is where I focus on me as to counter the W's confusion, right?
A separate struggle I have is this. A complaint of hers was lack of QT together. Going dim has worked mostly, I'm just unsure of which "invites" I accept or deny.