You amaze me. You truely have such strength of character. It really doesn't matter WHY your H filed, in the end it only matter how YOU deal with it. I think you are dealing so very well. Your H will eventually realise what a terrible mistake he has/is making, for his sake i hope it isn't too late.
Fear is a awful, restricting thing, but the truely couragous know that bravier is not the absence of fear, but doing what you have to INSPITE of the fear.
