Rough: Thanks for the kind words, and God played a bigger role in this than anything else. Not only in touching her heart, but in the strength that i've been given to work on changing myself for the better. Im still a work in progress, but im able to smile much more now.
Had a parent teacher conference with my wife and son last night...went pretty well, she and I didnt really interact much, I was expecting some pull back and I think I saw some. Not really sure if I saw it because I was looking for it or because it was really there, thats where i've still got so much work to do, I truly believe that if you think you can or you think you can't your right. I also believe that if im looking for or expecting a negative interaction im more likely to get one, I dont know if its my body language or something else but its all the more reason to make sure im positive about things.
I will say that my son's teachers and I had lots of good interaction with her sitting there so thats a good thing I think. I am changing and have changed how I interact with others in general and I was glad for her to be able to see that so it will give her something to think about. Might just lead her to believe that its not just for show but who really knows.
Other than with the teachers there and a little chit chat walking in and out she and I didnt really say much.....of course im looking at that as a negative but its not...i've really got to remember that it doesn't have to be positive or negative, sometimes it can just be.
Whatever, time to make sure im focusing on me and my son...its Friday, its going to be a gorgeous weekend here and im going to have a smile on my face and try to find something fun for us to do.
