Right now all men seem like Lucifer in disguise so I'm not looking for any comfort from one--but the need to connect with someone and feel nurtured, loved, understood is still there. Not sure how to duplicate that?
oh man- me too. i flip and flop over just getting a puppy- boy, do i ever have commitment issues of my own or what?
i like your description tho- makes me feel better about my own revulsion and paranoia about men. i've never even thought of stuff like this in 61 years - til now.
