Keep breathing...

[mamabird]

Well, it's turned out to be a Xanax night. I was getting so agitated by this intel that I needed to just turn it off for a while. Now I am walking around in a stupor but at least I am not ready to kill anyone.

H doesnt know I've snooped and honestly i think I've learned enough. Namely, who my friends are and aren't. I feel incredibly betrayed by two of them. I don't think it's healthy for me to keep doing this, esp since things have improved. He shared some important info about our rental property and we collaborated on the solution. We can't afford to lose the renter. He's also made it clear he's not moving back in there so that's good.

Going to try not to snoop, maybe verify I'd I have too. The snooping has been eye opening but hurtful in terms of my friends' betrayal.

I casually asked him if we got an invite to the Halloween party and he said yes, I thought we'd go. So no sense in confronting the neighbor. She does throw a great party.

Vero, I will PM you.