Thank you Snookee, I'm glad to hear that your contact with H went better. I agree, we make mistakes and learn, well, that's the best we can do anyway. I made two big mistakes during my not so long DB time...although, I regret them, I realized that I couldn't change them and I have to live with it and learn from it, it is hard! But I can feel that I will do better next time....I have no contact with my H right now... So, I don't know when my next time will be yet, but I hope I will be ready to not make mistakes again....I'm looking forward to it, and I so miss him (sigh...)

Hugs to you too, and I hope we will all be better H's and W's too smile