Is It really Worth it?

[Ready2Quit]

Thank you soo much Anotherstander! It is so hard to be patient! I started to pursue and he pulled back! I have read DB and am reading DR! I felt so good on Sunday after he told me he hoped it was not too late, then I crashed because he has not wanted to talk! I keep thinking the OW is telling him what to do! I am happy when I see him then after he leaves I go to my room and cry so my boys don't see me.

Went to dinner with him and boys today after we went to funeral home. It feels so fake to me to act like a happy family when all I want to do is scream and shake him and say u are so stupid you are giving up every thing for a women who is not even leaving her husband for you, your living with your mom and now you hardly see your boys! What is wrong with you!!