Keep breathing...

[mamabird]

My H won't commit to Insanity or P90X. Waste of $.

I found out a few more disturbing things today and it's all I can do to bite my tongue and keep my hands from emailing.

First - that neighbor is having a Halloween party FOR THE KIDS. She flat out lied to me about it when I asked her about it 4 days ago, but she invited my H. What did she think, I wouldn't find out? OMG! I can't believe these people!!!!! I drafted a snarky email to her but decided to play it cooler and just let my H assume I was invited and will show up. She lives 2 doors down!! How could she think I wouldn't find out???

Second - I also found an extremely disturbing email in H's drafts folder. He wrote a whole long email about our situation, painting me like some sort of sad, pathetic whore, and addressed it TO MY FORMER BOSS AT MY OLD JOB. He wrote it as if he was writing to a friend of his (with the same name) catching him up on the sitch. I know he was intending it to look like a "mistake" because of the things he said and the way he wrote it. He never would have talked to his real friend that way, plus this friend knew the whole thing by the time he drafted the email in July. THEN I found another email to OM2 (or at least the start of an email) with a pretend apology for the "mistake".

It looks like that little plan never got hatched, but oh my god. I can't believe this. It's all making me a bit mental.