Heart still aches..... I just watched a movie, and I miss watching movies with him when we were on good terms..... We laughed, I asked him silly questions...the way he looked at me..... I want this back, so badly. I'm actually crying now, I need to stop crying and do things for me..... It's so strange that I don't feel the same pain that I felt but it's a different kind of feeling that makes me cry....
