[quote=roughenough]Your right, I am changing in the wind. I am confused, hurt, mad, lonely, what else can I ad? I am holding up the best I can. I am struggeling with my new life, I am not used to it and I don’t handle the change well but I have to deal with it. I read AT and Carnac’s posts and I am so happy for them, while they don’t have their W’s back yet, I think to myself, dang, these guys have it together! Don’t get me wrong, this isnt a competion but it goes to show all the improvements I need to make. I wish it was easier for me to make these changes, I wish they came natural to me, I wish they were easy for me to make, but there not, ok.
I hope that you realize that this situation alone can make you very angry, very depressed, make you exhibit bi-polar type behavior. The stress can give you a heart attack or speed up conditions leading to epilipsy and other serious diseases.
