Okay. Just dealing with some mental hurdles is all. (and I am always trying to be a little funny). I did sort of forget about the hot and cold thing, but am back on track now. It's just that I spent years trying to find love in this relationship, as I was not very good at loving (in the emotional sense). And now that I have spent all this time and energy, she's like... yeah whatever. I was perfectly content to play the field until little tyke number 1 came around. I feel like I already spent years struggling with this, but I guess it was her filling my love tank. And know it's like she siphoned the tank. Bottom line is that I am still trying to stick it out a little longer. And she is softening toward me, at least until she opens her mouth to talk.
