Yep. Most things I am pretty adept at. I was afraid of blowing us all up though! I have not really seen him since then. He came over the following day while I went to clinicals. It is just such a weird relationship. I'm just going along. Whatever. My PMA has been excellent! Some updates with school- formal complaint procedure is now in process. So that is a good thing AND my grandfather is much better! Going home next week! Yay me! No weeping, no upset, a little anxiety. Not even that so much any more. I think maybe quiet acceptance is a better term. This is my life at the moment and it's okay. One thing I did notice is when he stays on Tuesday nights he sleeps on the couch. Then I come in and sleep in the bed. The purpose of this is to let me get some rest and he gets the kids up and out the door. Which IS indeed thoughtful. So I always thank him before I lay down. A nice heartfelt thank you. Normally something like Thank you for staying. The kids enjoy it and it makes things much easier on all of us. Especially me. I really appreciate it. Then typically I do not talk to him again. The bedroom door was open but still he stood outside it. Woke me back up to say Goodbye. Exact words "Well Bye I guess." lol "Bye. Have a good day!" and I rolled over. :-) The kids were all out in the car waiting on him. I could also tell he stayed out of things this time. No rifling through drawers or anything. Of course, it could be he had already gotten everything he wants. lol Whatever. He also left his clothes here. Could have just forgotten them I suppose. Then he came over yesterday but A HA the girls and I were gone!! lol I felt proud of myself for that and I didn't even plan it that way. He did see S14 though. I am a bit apprehensive about this weekend as it is H birthday. We shall see what transpires. I hope everyone is well here. I better get back to studying. I think that is part of my PMA. I have refocused on my schooling which is definitely my priority.
