Wonder ~
You sound great. I am proud of you and consider you to be an inspiration, especially when I am a little down right now!

I truly believe this......
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think my perspective is more that in every negative situation there is something we need to learn that can turn it back into a positive situation-- and that often the difficulty shakes us up enough to get real about learning it.


It really helps me to get through this, especially when I look at the "big picture". It seems loking at the details and analyzing H's behavior is wht gets me down!

As for next steps...you know the routine...what would be a 180 for you??

Happiness is like a butterfly: the more you chase it, the more it will elude you, but if you turn your attention to other things, it will come and sit softly on your shoulder.... (thoreau)