It's interesting how I feel different when I read my older posts here. Since last night, something inside me clicked and I don't feel so bad anymore when I think about H.
It's really weird and I'm not even trying to do it this way. Does it mean i'm finally more detached? I somehow feel lost, does it still mean I want him back?
I mean, I know i do, I want to be a better wife for him, and I know I'm not ready yet. I still want a chance with him. But why am I not feeling so bad anymore?
