Fears and negative thoughts are inidating me today.

I'm now thinking what if when H moves out that it will be easier for him to DETACH from ME and will be easier to start R up/continue (not that's it's really stopped) w OW?

Feel like sending him an email today asking about his interactions w OW at work. Doesn't that impact ME...are they having casual conversations (doubt it); is he seeking her out or vice versa; are they talking more/longer now that he is not comm w her outside of work? The thoughts are driving me crazy! I know that would not be DB, so I guess I won't.

Days like these are so HARD to focus on the positives. I feel like dropping off the face of the earth (except for my boys).


M- 18 T-21
S-14,11 & 10
BD 6-18-2012 (OW-EA)
H moved out 11-3-2012
10-5-13 Me- I want a divorce. I want to move on w my life.
11-25-13 Jointly filed.