best and worse thing to ever go through

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Wow, there have been some amazing posts in the last few days.

I have been feeling really down and feeling liking a figure skater turning circles. Then along comes so much wisdom from the vets. I no longer feel like I am turning circles, I am skating again.

I know hope comes from within, but sometimes it starts to get buried. Without this forum I would have gave up by now. I haven't shed any tears in awhile, although my children can choke me up a bit, but I am close right now thinking about all the courageous and wonderful people here.

I have a few friends that have gone through similar experiences recently, they all chose the easy way of not standing for their marriages, if not for all you, that would be me too. Hopefully this will be the hardest thing I ever go through, and if it isn't this experience will help me get through anything.

Thank you all!