Thanks. I know what I should be doing but it's easier said than done, hay I Called him tonight to see what time he is picking our children up tomorrow. I tried to be strong but hearing his voice and him being all excited and out somewhere,., I just got upset and he kept asking me what was wrong until I broke down. A little while later I went on Facebook and see that he had posted that he was at a pub getting smashed. He posted it about 10 mins before I called. Now he is going to think that is why I called. So I deactivated my Facebook. It's not perminate and I don't know how long for. All I know is for now it is a connection for me to him. So I deactivated it. I've been sick these past few days. So right now all I'm worried about is getting better. Then I'll sit down and make some small goals for myself.
M: 29, H: 31 D: 9 S: 8 T: 13 Y M: 9 Y ILYBIDKIILWY 12/09/2012 ~~~~ Worrying does not empty tomorrow of its troubles. ~~~ it Emptys today of its strengths
