I needed that reminder. I actually have that tidbit from Amy's story written in my note book under "Reasons why I'm standing for my marriage". Thanks for reminding me. You are right, I'm in control because I can always choose to get off the bull.
Now is not the day, though. Despite the thoughts I've had lately, I know I still love her and that she will always be worth what I'm doing now. The question is just how long I can keep doing it, and the answer is, one day at a time.
Thanks for the support.
Freshman Class of 2012
M-49 W-42 1D-10 T 10 YEARS M 9 YEARS EA/MLC 07/2010 Separation 28/05/2012 PA confirmed 31/07/12 W Asked for D 31/07/12 D on and off the table since then