I've decided to commit to my "me" goals-- business, finances, creative stuff, having fun, (getting that hair highlighted since I'm overdue!). Detach from his drama and get back to basic DR stuff. And keep the faith while I keep going forward.
I was surprised last night -- after my birthday celebration (LOTS of fun, and very cool gifts like an aromatherapy facial)-- my mom told me to focus on myself but do not give up on H yet, that he has love in his heart for me and that he is making mistakes because he does not know how to resolve things.
Ok... and just for some amusement here, I have GOT to share this because it amazed me. My horoscope--which I read for fun now and then-- yesterday said in part:
This is likely to be an ugly time for you - as reality meets you square in the face. This is the time to make some much-needed adjustments and changes in your overall approach. Remember that insanity has been defined as doing the same things over and over again, while expecting different results!
And H's (which I just had to read after reading mine) said in part:
Many of the problems in your partnership - or lack of - stem from your own personal issues that simply need to be dealt with. Make it your personal goal this week to seek out new ways of dealing with negative issues that continue to plague you. When you are finally able to work through these difficult personal issues, problems in your partnership will magically resolve.
