MIL is resting tonight, so I will go see her before I head back home tomorrow. I'm super tired, so that's probably for the best anyway.
One other thing...
I've been working on being my true, authentic self throughout this whole thing. I have to say that had this happened to the old me, I probably would have held a grudge against MIL because of H and not shown up. I realized the other day that this is what unconditional love is. Loving in spite of... It's a new concept for me because I was never shown love like that as a child. It feels good (and strange at the same time) that I am capable of loving like that. I honestly never thought I could.
