I feel like this is never going to end. The feeling of fear and the uncertain. I guess if we looked at most everything that happens to us, uncertainty is there. I want my husband to come home. Over the past 3 1/2 months, I have gone from crying and begging him not to leave to telling him to stay away from our daughters, because of how hard they're taking all this. Their Dad was their "Hero". They both truly were Daddy's little girls. My husband rarely gets in touch with me. It's always still by email. I'm not sure what I'm doing. I don't want to push him into making a decision,because he'll walk. What should I be saying? If anything. He will not be back in the country for another 3 weeks. I'm thinking I should just stay quiet (no emails) and leave him alone. Yes?
