You really sound remarkably good. Are there any books you turn to in times like these? Sometimes some of my books are all that prop me up. Not that I'm saying that's the case for you, of course. But if I can feel like this is a journey and it's all about learning, I feel better. It's when I think it's random chaos that I get stressed out, LOL.
Quote: am so glad I don't have a WAS brain right now. It must feel awful.
This is something I keep reminding myself when I feel too angry at H. I try to have compassion for the pain and confusion they must have. I remember H telling me, "I"m not suicidal or anything, but I don't really see the point in living."
Well, moving on to the bright side -- Congrats on your business opportunity! And have fun tomorrow with your friends and your belated birthday celebration.