Time for an Introduction...and Thanks

[figure-it-out]

Well, I knew it. S admitted yesterday that H told him he was living at the condo/apt. with a "friend from work". S was aprehensive to tell me. I told him he could talk to me about anything and not to worry about hurting my feelings, etc. Poor son tries so hard to walk the line between me and H. I wish he didn't.

I feel worse for D. She had to find out from S that her dad had moved. She told me she did not want to go there. She said it was awkward. I told her she might not always feel that way. Just wait and see what happens. I reminded her too that I wanted her to have a good relationship with her dad and not to make any decisions based on if she thought I would feel bad. She just said "he didn't even tell me he moved, I didn't even know".

The way H handled this situation disgusts me. What a coward. It shouldn't surprise me as this is how he's handled the majority of tough situations throughout this ordeal. I hope GF gets a true picture of what she's in for although I'm sure he's got a pretty good picture painted of what a victim of circumstance he is.

I have been so angry with him since M. It's driving away the feelings of sadness and despair I have been experiencing. I won't sit with the anger for too long as I know it doesn't help with my ultimate goal. It just feels good right now to not "care" what he's doing or who he's doing it with. I have to get to that place without feeling the anger.