Thanks, tvs. Sometimes I don't know what to think or say about my sitch either. Just try to report the facts without guessing what he is thinking.

Sometimes I think I have one of the weirdest sitches here, or maybe everyone feels that way. Seems like just a coupla months ago labug was saying I could be one of the few whose D is busted because my H is still interested in me. And now we are headed for D.

I can't understand the continual drive for physical affection from him when he keeps saying he doesn't want it. I was close to giving in last time. So glad I didn't.

Ladies, I'll use this time to get myself together, research what I need from D settlement.

And I ordered some flower bulbs today for planting to bloom in the spring. It's a passion of mine, I LOVE bulbs. As we all do, I've let some of my hobbies/passions slip and am so glad it's a genuine feeling today, not a forced "I should be doing this now" feeling.

S12 and I are eating a delicious lunch together listening to cheerful Celtic music. There is a beautifully carved pumpkin in the foyer, which he designed freehand. It's a crow with a moon. Really pretty. Life is good.

Oh, and just now a r.e. broker called wanting to know if I could come interview with her! Did I say life was good? Indeed!


Me54/H47
'08 H is "done"
March '12 H moved out
Brink of D, December '12
2014 totally reconciled!
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"I firmly believe in the...absolute possibility of marriage renewal."
Jim Conway