Still together but trying to save this

[PeteWyo]

That last post was in response to your question about what the OM has that I didn't BTW Denver. I want to add that I am very much aware NOW about the way that I was acting and behaving and how it was portrayed, accurate or not. Perception is a powerful thing. The thing that I think hurts the most is the last time my W and I had a conversation about everything (several weeks ago), she looked at me kind of confused and said, "you know, I think we just had a whole lot of miscommunications." That is so frustrating to me, to know what the problem is and even how to fix it and how insignificant the problems that we were having were compared to how they were perceived. To me it was a breath of fresh air to at least know she finally realized that things were not as bad as she thought. Unfortunately that still wasn't enough to make her want to stay and work on things. The more I think about that, the more I wonder how much I even want to keep fighting for this.