What's worse is the feeling that he is providing this fantasy for another person. OP is enjoying my fantasy.
Feel so betrayed. How? Why? Tell me it's just the drugs and he is still in there somewhere and the one person I trusted above all others didn't really just betray me in what feels like the worst possible way--the way he knows would cut so deeply, the way that just acting on it may mean losing me forever. He was actually ok with losing me forever.
Heather
"You know, it's times like these when I realize what a superhero I am." Tony Stark/Iron Man
“Focus on what you can do, then do it with all your heart.” Lois Wilson