Good morning, Wonder. I could relate to so much in this post.
Quote: But at this point, I'm feeling pretty disgusted with his self-absorption. And really fed up with him acting as if he should get some kind of special credit whenever he does anything that a decent human being would do instead of being a complete jerk. (even when I have said I appreciate whatever kindness it is, the response that "i didn't have to do that" just makes me want to scream).
I have no advice, just wanted to let you know I'm thinking of you a lot and grappling with similar feelings. Do you see your C soon? Mine cancelled this week due to illness and I was sooo disappointed. I guess for now, maybe take all that energy that's going into him, and turn it into love and good energy for yourself.
