I don't know why this depresses me. W just text me to say her mom called today and offered to buy her a small scooter on credit so W needs my electricity bill (I guess to show that she lives in a house as oppose to in a boarding house).

MIL doesn't yet know what her daughter is doing and how buying her a scooter she will be helping her manage on her own, while she destroys her family.

I don't suppose it changes a heck of a lot to the sitch, but for some reasons, I'm affected by this.

I need to detach and stop caring so much about everything that happens in her life. I thought I was getting a life but I'm struggling. I'm at that bar right now, watching that blues band and I've been approached by a woman (obviously on the take) and I don't really want to be here. I want to be home, with my family.

I hate this!


Freshman Class of 2012

M-49
W-42
1D-10
T 10 YEARS
M 9 YEARS
EA/MLC 07/2010
Separation 28/05/2012
PA confirmed 31/07/12
W Asked for D 31/07/12
D on and off the table since then