H has been sick and sulking around the house for the past two days. I've been nice and taking care of him as I normally would with food and meds when he is ill and vice versa. There's been no talk about our heated conversation otherthan H saying I'm never going to trust him again. He feels that I am moving on and I will find someone else. Aha...so it seems as though he is concerned with whether or not I will do to him what he has done to me. Interesting...hince the snooping on his part. I stated that building trust will require him to be open and more forthcoming about what he wants in our R or whether or not he still wants to be M and will defintely take some time but I did not comment on the topic of finding someone else. That's not part of my GAL and I do not want to even think about that at the moment. I wouldn't even know where to begin. Anyway, I told H that I was not going to sit around and ask as if everything is fine when it is not. That I want him to enjoy his life and I also want to enjoy mine as well and have made a commitment to do so whether we are together or not. H said he understood and that he wants to be happy like before. I said, I wanted things to be better than before. That I did not want to go back to a M that resulted in the A.
