I agree with that. People are addicted to their old habits even subconsciously.
Part of the reason I think WAS has so much trouble returning is that they are so afraid of falling back into these patterns. They are afraid we will do it and they are also afraid they will do it. Once they get comfortable (to at least try) we won't do it, it is an internal battle within themselves that they won't do it. That is what we can't control, that is the joureny they have to take for themselves. Take heart, you are very Wonder-ful.
