My son told me that when she took him to her apartment on Saturday that a guy was there already. She told him he was just a friend helping her with her new pet snake.
That irritates me that she has some guy there when she had our son arrive. Nothing i can do about it though.
Monday, she texted she might not make it to his karate class because of working late.
I didn't bother replying.
I got some decent stuff accomplished since the weekend too.
Hey, after Church on Sunday with my son, i decodes to take him out to a restaurant for a breakfast brunch. It felt nice and we had fun. I haven't gone out to eat in a long time to save money but it felt good. So good as a matter of fact, that i went out again Monday night for some $ 1:00 tacos and chips and salsa. Mmmm. That was good.
She tried calling a little while ago but didn't leave a voice mail message, so no return call is being made.
I am outwardly very angry at what i put myself through the past 3 years and at the continuous barrage of lies that i kept sticking around for.
I did reread alot of DR the past 3 days when i had time. Dang, i should have not been so impatient in the beginning, like around the 6 month point. I expected more than just holding hands in the car, like her walking together with me when we were at the museum, and o expressed my disappointment.
I concentrated on detachment and goals and GAL, plus a few other chapters . I never did make a success journal and write down acute observations, plus i read through a few entire threads on this board and another site where a bunch of former vets got exiled to it seems.
Ed
Me, 55 W, 36 T, 10 yrs S-9 M, 8 yrs 1st D-Day, 9-27-2009, With 1st bf, ea/pa 2nd D-Day, 12-5-2009, With her best friends bf, ea/pa W, AA relapse early 2009-Current W moved out 2-16-2012 New OM 5-2012
