Thank you, noted and I will take your advice! Think I will put away the photos too, hard as that will be. Going to be so hard to stay upbeat and not get teary but I can do it!

Woke up crying again at 5am, I am so tired of feeling tired and sad and missing him. Ho hum, staying strong and will not text him to say I miss him even though I want to with every bone in my body. Ok, time to try any get some more rest!