Is It really Worth it?

[Ready2Quit]

I really think I am losing my mind! How can he tell me on Sunday that he has been doing a lot of thinking and "hope it is not too late" and then does not make contact with me regarding our marriage??!! He has sent me a few text message last night and today, but I thought for sure he would want to meet and talk about us and want to come home!

He sent me a text to let me know that a good friend of his father had died. I told him that I would go to the viewing with him, all he said was "if you want too." So does that mean he wants me to go, should I wait and let him contact me about it. I was so sure he was going to ask to talk to me today! Maybe I read too much into the text about it not being too late. I just want to cry! I thought we were getting somewhere after two months! Gosh I am so stupid!!!