I'm rubbish
I just sent the photos with "Work began today"
Now returning to leaning back.

Some thoughts...
>I am really happy that H and I have maintained contact since that first "Good Morning" from him on 25 September - i.e he hasn't caved.
>I am really pleased with my non-demanding/no pressure (180)
>I am really pleased that I didn't spew about not downloading music on Sun (180)
>I am really content with my GAL and focus more on me than R - apart from when I am here of course

I don't know why I am experimenting w "missing a turn" and anyways I've stepped in with the hse photos. The easy to-ing and fro-ing of our coms has been good. My last couple of texts have been cooler than others...is that a problem?

O and I'm scared that this means of coms will just continue when he comes back. I'm ok w texting whilst he's away but I think it's inappropriate when he's 20mins drive away and working normal hours. I would rather talk...I'm the same with everyone these days - txtng is so impersonal.
What I will not do is pressure to talk.


ME41 H39
T12 M9
Ilybinilwy 10/2010
H moves out 11/2010
H moves in 09/2011 out 11/2011
Try to fix it alone, give up 07/2012
Tumbling to file 02/01/2013 :-)
"Strong on the inside, soft on the outside"