I feel really bad. I keep snooping on small things that I could somehow relate or find out about H. And I kept making bad assumptions...And I really dislike it about myself. The more I snoop, the more I feel hopeless. I start to think that H and OW are moving in and planning on a future, and that they love each other frown .....I really need to stop snooping..... But at this point, I really wish I could call him or see him......But...again, I probably can't control my emotions and wouldn't know what to say.....I hope I could get some advices on this situation frown