The tapping is helping. I got some scripts online, an am doing those at night. You can customise those for your individual areas of concern. The Bob Yates stuff is good, he does some videos that you follow along and echo what he says.

Yes Beatrice, I need to start asking others to do what I want. I did have sort of a melt down over my granddaughters and the messes they make everytime they visit. I didn't yell. But I did say pretty loud that I can't keep cleaning up the same mess that their parents allow them to make everytime they visit.

And in case I seem harsh, I don't think finger painting yogurt onto my sliding glass doors EVERY SINGLE VISIT is cute.

He is paying part of the bills, too. It is just everything got more expensive. I had to pay for my insurance, my dental insurance, and I went to a specialist who isn't covered by my insurance. But if we get my thyroid stuff fixed I will be happier in the long run.

Today I am applying for some more jobs. Something is bound to work out.


Me 57 XH 58 Sons age 32 & 27 M:32
D final 9/12
Bought 10 Acres and Living the Dream!