My POA is being interrupted by my W so to speak. This am, she's running late as ususal. She looked rough again. She shared that last night was the first night in awhile she hadn't had to get up to go pee due to her whatever med scenario that's going on. She actually went to the doctor yesterday b/c of increased pain again, and they gave her some overactive bladder med. Guess it worked. So anyway, despite not having to urinate frequently she couldn't sleep I guess, b/c she said something along the lines of "it's not easy when everyone hates you (me)" Again, I simply validated that statement of hers.
Shortly thereafter, I have received a text complaint from her about how the physical pain has crept back, how she's overstressed with work, she is annoyed with her family's response towards her actions, and how co-workers not totally in the loop are making comments about how "she always looks exhausted."
Then I receive this email. editing -- Hey, I have this session on Saturday from 8:00-2:15 so I’ll probably be gone from 7:40-3. Do you have plans on Saturday? I will ask my dad if you do. I understand that it’s your weekend, but I didn’t want to ask dad and you be upset that I didn’t ask you first.
Also, on Tuesday, October 30 I have an EVENT reception in NEARBY from 4:30-7:30. Is it possible for you to CHANGE WORK SCHEDULE from Thursday instead of Tuesday that week? I can ask SIL to watch them and be at the house by four if you have plans.
Friday November 16 and Saturday the 17th WORK CONFERENCE. It falls on what I guess would be my weekend anyway. Feel free to check it out at WEBSITE if you don’t believe me.
Minor hate rant:
I hate this email, I hate this, I hate us, I hate what we have become, I hate the decisions that are going to have to be made, and I hate not knowing whether I’ll be happy with them either way, I hate that either way people get hurt, I hate that I’m the cause of hurt now. I hate that I can cry at the drop of a hat.
So obviously, I'm not going to immediately respond to Any of This yet. I'm not panicky. I'm more dumbfounded I guess.
