this is so understandable. especially, in your current situation.
be easy on yourself and know things will work out. when you get this feeling, maybe you can call someone and talk it though with them? a family member or close friend?
M:63 H:53 S:41, SS:28, SS:25, SD:23 M:15 T:16
Bomb:12/17/11, "I think we should go our separate ways." H moves to his mother's house, 4/1/12 12/21/12: H moves back home, piecing