I don't know how if you saw how stupid I have been -- I am very sad family is leaving for Florida for 2 weeks and I am gonna miss my sons 1st bridal party
I also have found out my friend hung himself and I am very sad about that as well -- he got drunk on Thursday and just went home and did it -- 2012 has SUCKED --
I think I lost my marriage for good cuz of my control issues -- I hope I can learn to finally get out of my own way.
I was gonna ask her if she would reconsider me going to the church today and I chickened out -- I have plane ticket and rent a car paid for -- balls are gone again -
If someone decides there is no goodness in you they won't be able to see it. I'll take a BLT over a MLC anyday !!!
