You're right Sandi that my emotions are controlling me. I'm really trying to get out and do things but every night and every morning is just awful for me. I walk around saying to myself how stupid this all is.
But you're right, I have to let them alone even though I hate it. I imagine them having fun but then I think that she or he will stop and think hard about what they're doing. Shes a very successful businesswoman and can buy him anything. She has two adolescent kids. My husband raised his kids already and has grand kids. Anyway I think I over-think the whole sitch.
I'll try to kee everything in perspective and wait it out. Never thought I'd be here in this way as I'm approaching this fantastic age and time in my life. I hope there's a happy ending in there somewhere.
M-59 H-58 2 S, 1 D 2 Gr. Ch. T 20 YRS M 17 YRS ILYBINILWY 4/21/12 Caught H and OW 5/25/12 H Left 6/5/12
"Do not regret growing older...It is a privilege denied to many."
