Afa Sorry to hear how last night was for you. Wretched. I wanted to echo something you wrote ^^^^^^ I don't know where it came in to - but I'm thinking it came into your head - unbidden - because I don't think you felt fine so it wasn't a conscious thought. I believe this is your inner knowing confirming to you that you will be OK. And you know what? You will be. We all will be - because we already are (bit deep for a Monday, Tumbling - sorry)
I agree that removing your Self from the sitch for a little while - to folks house - is an opportunity for you to regroup etc so take it, even if it's just for a long w/e. Just don't dwell as Melody suggests.
Looking forward to seeing the POA/PMA.
Thinking of you (((())))
ME41 H39 T12 M9 Ilybinilwy 10/2010 H moves out 11/2010 H moves in 09/2011 out 11/2011 Try to fix it alone, give up 07/2012 Tumbling to file 02/01/2013 :-) "Strong on the inside, soft on the outside"