Hi Wonder!!! I know it is frustrating because you want to wake up one day and be blissfully in love..... You are doing a great job with this stage--I give you so much credit for your patience and perseverance!!
I hope you have "fun stuff" planned for this weekend even though you are not seeing H. It helped me so much when I learned I didn't have to rely on him to have fun on the weekends. Sounds silly--but we spent every free moment together and it was hard for me to fill up my time when he first left. Now I can't seem to find enough time so I guess I've gotten too good at it!! LOL!!!!
Thanks so much for the teething post--it was perfect!!
Happiness is like a butterfly: the more you chase it, the more it will elude you, but if you turn your attention to other things, it will come and sit softly on your shoulder.... (thoreau)