So we spent the entire weekend together. On Sunday at 11:30, H claims he got a call from his sister who needed some help with her vehicle which I felt in my heart was another lie. Fed up, I told him that hanging out has become his normal Sunday routine and not something he needs to lie to me about. If he wants to hang out then he should just say so and not lie. I told him I was not upset but also made plans and was just waiting so we could leave at the same time as I did not want to interrupt our evening. Of course he asked where I was going and I replied with the same question which ticked him off. I didn't care though. He needs to know that I will not be sitting around while he's out playing around. He wanted to use my vehicle and that was totally out of the question. I do not trust him. He had OW in my truck before and I was not going to volunteer they run around and use my gas all night. Although I am deeply hurt and still cry over the A, I'm tired of being treated like a fool. I am not someone you can just dismiss as if I am nothing with no feelings. How can a husband leave his wife at 11:30 at night and feel as though he owes her no explanation for his whereabouts? Not a man I think I should fighting so hard for. Shortly after H left I showered, dressed and proceeded to my favorite pub. Had a couple of M'ritas and read a few DB posts. Got home around 2:15. H got home around 2:45. I pretended to be asleep. He left the bath light on which prompted me to get up as I do not like light when I am trying to sleep. He immediately asked me where I had been. I told him that I did not have anything to hide. He continued to ask and ask and ask. I told him I had been at Huey's and he finally shut up. This morning he left for work w/o saying goodbye and I have not heard from him like a normally would for lunch. I want to tear up the card he recently gave me because I feel it's filled with lies. I am almost at the point of WAS. I feel so stupid for putting up with this mess for so long. I don't know how much longer I can allow H to treat me like this. Since I'm not snooping, I don't know if he's told the truth about any of his improvements thus far.
