best and worse thing to ever go through

[eyesopen]

Wouldn't you know it, w tried to back out of Retrouvaille today. She doesn't want to give up the hours at work. I wanted to say I would cover the financial loss, but I didn't. I expressed how important it was to me and that if there were people worse off than us that got through it, then it couldn't hurt. She expressed her hopelessness and again asked if I had filled out the paperwork online. She is sending me the link, I can't stall this any longer. I will continue to work on myself, while going down the d road. I want to yell and scream at her, tell her she is a terrible person for doing this. I know she isn't and this feeling will pass. Just struggling today.