I didnt think they were too harsh at all. When I told him these conditions, he said that he was coming back with his tail tucked to make it work and I am making him jump through "hoops and hurdles". I did not think that those 2 things were hoops and hurdles, and I even passed it through my IC who agreed with them.
I know that my changes are supposed to be for me, but I want him to come home so badly. My family and friends all tell me that they always thought of me as the strongest person. Always I have fought for what I thought was right, helped out anyone in desperate times and was there for my family through thick and thin. They cannot believe how weak I am being through this ordeal, but they dont know my pain and hurt. The rejection, the betrayal, and having to do it on my own now. It [censored]! Im just really in a bad place:( Considering going on AD myself, but doc says not good for the baby...Im trying to get through...
M:36 H:36 D14, D11, Baby due in March M:15 T:18 Met OW: 3/12 H Moved out: 8/12 Legal Sep: 11/5/12
