Thanks, guys.

I am not doing so well. I cannot get out of this funk no matter what and I feel so overwhelmed. I cannot stop crying. It's all so surreal and I cannot stop thinking - how did my life become this?

I'm just so tired and dejected and depressed. Thank god the kids are not here today.


Me & H: 44
D7, D6, S3
Together: 20y, M: 17y
EA: 11/13/10, Sep: 12/23/10
EA becomes PA: Spring 2011
H filed for D: 09/06/12
D Negotiating began 2/15
OW seemingly gone on 3/15
Still negotiating D