I am sorry you are feeling like this now...but do remember it is for right NOW. We forget sometimes how much we absorb and process in short periods of time. Like you said..so much has happened in the past several weeks with you and W.
And be easy on yourself...this is a trauma. I can't imagine feeling anything else that what you have described. So keep coming HERE. This is your stable safe place for now. ON THE BLANKET.
And remember ...this is still about YOU. This is your journey. Your timeline. Its your story. And I am confident that it will continue to be the most graceful and enlightened one I have the honor of witnessing.
Love you NG (((((( ))))))
TPS Me: 44 H: 42 M14 T17 S10 D7 10/10 H moves out after death of his father-same month 21/04/12 H is 'DONE' 04/05/12 OW/PA confirmed (rumors from 2010) July '14 H ends affair May '15 H moves back home
