I had a bunch of weird dreams last night. Too crazy to get into detail about, but I think that's why I'm feeling angry and full of resentment this morning. I still can't believe H didn't even call to say "How's your day going?" yesterday. I think my feelings were hurt more than anything because he knows my b'day is a big deal and why. I'm going to let it go, but this showed me something. He's gone. Not that I didn't believe he was, but the H I married would not have done this.
Maybe his head is so far in the clouds that he can't see anyone else right now. Or maybe it's stuck down below. LOL Either way its mighty dark there.
Just needed to get that out. Better than calling him and ranting over the phone I guess.
