I was hoping you'd put me in my place, snodderly. I needed that rebuke. And the details with it. So hard to see the pic sometimes when you keep thinking, if I only did such-and-such he'd want me back.

The way he sounded on the phone I'm relatively sure he'd ML too if I wanted. Maybe that is what he wants today. That is a boundary I've made and I want to stick to it. I think hugging him will be a bad idea.

He's texting now to see if he can come by two hours earlier than he said. I need to stop thinking that we are going to get back together. It could happen, I know, but it's messing me up right now to imagine this romantic R we are having when actions speak louder.

He said all this nice things about being a realtor and said "I'm sure you'll do well" with the "have a nice life" tone.

Just need to bite the bullet.


Me54/H47
'08 H is "done"
March '12 H moved out
Brink of D, December '12
2014 totally reconciled!
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"I firmly believe in the...absolute possibility of marriage renewal."
Jim Conway