(((NG)))
I think what you may be grieving is the dying of "hope". All along we have hope that something will change and bring them back to us. Somethings it does but sometimes it doesn't. However, that does not diminish us.

We are better than we were and will be happy again. It may be with someone else and it will be better than before because of our growth and enlightenment.

You are a wonderfully kind person. God has special plans for you.

M:63
H:53
S:41, SS:28, SS:25, SD:23
M:15
T:16

Bomb:12/17/11, "I think we should go our separate ways."
H moves to his mother's house, 4/1/12
12/21/12: H moves back home, piecing